I need to vent….
His phone call, to this day, is the only one that will make it seem like everything around me has stopped, and for a quick moment, I feel like it’s not real.
There’s so many emotions in one phone call, I don’t know how to react. It’s like a speechless nervous type of laughter. But then he makes me feel comfortable and like he was never gone.
I don’t know if this phone call means anything…weather we’ll be talking on a more regular basis, or if it was a one time thing. I just miss my best friend.
It’s been so long since I’ve posted anything really personal.
But tonight…..
I remember the first time I went to a club after about 2 years of just going to nothing but events. I was in line with an open pack of cigarettes. Right before we go in, I tell my friend, “Fuck, I have an open pack. Wait up, I’m gonna go take it to the car.” She gave me this weird face and asked why. “They won’t let me in with an open pack, will they?” She starts laughing and says, “Remember we’re not at a rave. They don’t care.”
sooo..
i work two jobs..that take up the majority of my time ..on my free time i smoke weed to keep me sane…and u say im a playa? -_____- i barely have enuff time for u, let alone myself…wat makes u think im out here with other chicks? lol thats wrong *bbm talk to the hand face*
Yo, this shit has been happening to me lately. Meet a chill ass dude, get to know each other but I get busy with work so I don’t hit em up for a few days or so and they get all stupid. “I’m too old to play your games. Have fun but I’m looking for something more.” NIgga What the actual FUCK! I have two jobs, I’m on grind mode all damn day, and you saying I’m playing games? Ooh well, on t the next one…
Thank you TheWeeknd for not ft. Drake on Echoes of Silence.
When I was raving all the time my bf hated it. We were together for 2 years and he dealt with it. But if I was smart enough back then, I would of realized what I did have.
Now all of my friends who went raving have a bf/gf, in such serious relationships and dont rave anymore.
It feels like I did shit backwards.
Now I understand how stupid girls must look when they go back to their ex.
Like how are you thinking that something that hasn’t to this very day worked out, going to work out all of a sudden?
Puts things in perspective…..
I worked 2 hrs of overtime tonight
I’m fucking tired but fucking happy :D
Most people would bitch about it
But all I see $$__$$
Fuck this….
My job is fucking gay, They said that they went over payroll, again.
So since there was already a girl who does the same department as me, that I had the day off.
They have to pay me for 2 hours either way because they didn’t call to tell me not to show up. They have to call two hours prior to my shift or else they have to pay. But still, thats 4 hours less than my regular shift.
Someone come with me to watch Happy Feet 2 or The Muppet Movie?
I need to do something…..
My friend text me and asked what I was doing today. I told her nothing, since I already got out of work. She says she wants to go out and I said yeah but then she tells me she has “a dude for me.”
Like really? Just because I’ve been single for a while doesn’t mean i need a “dude’.
She’s the type of girl that always needs to be talking to a guy. Either they’re her boyfriends or she’s talking to them but she can NEVER be single.
Personally, I LOVE being single, yeah at times it gets lonely but I don’t have any drama. I can go out and not have to worry about some one else’s problems. It’s a whole lot easier and right now I’m just getting to know my self better. When I find someone that i really do wanna be with, I’ll know what I want out of a relationship and hopefully have a lasting chance with who ever that is .
Oh lawd …
Just had my sister call in for me, saying I got in a fight last night.
That I had a swollen lip and bruised eye.
Bet you’ve never used that one before huh?
Lmao. The things I do to go spend time with fam
My gramps;
He’s downstairs drinking, he always drinks. If he drank water, then we’d be worried. Lol.
The thing is, since my grandma died, he’s been quiet. That’s why my mom and my cousins are against him leaving to mexico because they don’t want him to be alone.
But right now, he has his Ramon Ayala cd on. I persoanly love listening to that type of music but he keeps on repeating the same song over and over again.
I can tell he really misses my gramma. It makes me sad just thinking about it :’[
Don’t be the doorknob, where everyone gets a turn ….Be more like a casino, where only the LUCKY ones hit the jackpot
Btw, you better check your girl before I put your ass on blast.
JS